Contact: 
PoetsLane@comcast.net  925-398-8846
 
 

Cynthia Bryant - Poet Laureate of Pleasanton, gathers fruit for her poems from many trees. Her poetry ranges from world news to poignant pieces closer to her heart; love, family, incest and being the mother of gay sons.  She is the poetry coordinator for the Alameda County Fair and keeper of the list for the e-mail venue for writers known as The Literary List. 

Cynthia has published seven chapbooks; her latest being Pebbles in the Shoe that speaks to events that have summoned her notice along the path of life.  She has many awards such as Poets Dinner, Ina Coolbrith, DACA Poet’s Society, Alameda County Fair and Las Positas College.  She will autograph her latest book for you.
 
No Time to Shoot the Poets

The Western World 
caught in constant malleable spin
obsessed in its bloody trail of stigmata
Like a confidence man 
pats you on the back
while he rapes your sister
Reminds you of his money in the poor box
after he sets fire to your home
 

Among the maligned
stand welterweight citizens 
that resist, swing against the strain of
that old parental credo 
of folks without imagination or forethought
“just cuz I say so”
 

One by one they pull back the curtain
on the ‘great and powerful Oz’
Like the little boy in another story 
who shouted
“The emperor has no clothes on”
 

All too soon
the world sees its own nakedness
filtered through the chill of omission
deplete of golden rule

For in their hurry 
to either sanctify, villainize, or hypnotize 
there was no time to shoot the poets


Driving Me Crazy
Dedicated to Charlene Villella

I drive, you ride shotgun
take aim at every other driver 
in our path
swear at their stupidity, lack of expertise
‘nagrivate’ me all the way to the clinic

This isn’t the first time we have been
nor the second or third
but I let you rant and control the car
knowing how out of control 
your life must seem to you

We arrive at the appointed time
I park the car and help you out
I open the door
you stop for a cigarette
take a long satisfying draw

Now up to third floor oncology
your port is sore and you wince
as they take some blood
then start the drip that takes
about an hour of your life and mine

Today it is a rough stretch 
you look tired from the new chemicals
we make our way down the elevator
out the door to the next cigarette
now I am angry

I tend to get real quiet like a morgue
when I am mad
and right now I would like to smack you
upside the head for not caring more about you
except I feel guilty because you’re sick

©2005 Cynthia L. Bryant



Poetry at the County Fair

 Sycamore trees spread 
broad lacy screens 
filter light in visual arpeggio
A fixed sheltered retreat 
from the calamity of community
with push-shove of carnival
at both gates

 Crowds flow through
like currents of water
look for banks to hold them
Siphon over the dam
through the archway
with its iron-work gates
into this sanctuary of calm

Words hang here along with art
awaiting their time 
when eyes will glide along them
stroking minds as they go
along the letters
the feelings
then the name at the bottom
It is Sunday
the words 
a gift of sharing
from one heart to one mind
for anyone who bothers
to stop and read
as they pass through
 

©2005 Cynthia L. Bryant



Ban the Bomb, Burn the Bras
America-1960’s

Bombs were falling 
women were ripping off bras
taking to the streets in numbers 
that staggered imagination
everyone was protesting something

In the midst of the fray
breasts became important to me
checking the delicate buds daily
couldn’t wait for them to grow
with time came the first brassiere 

Nothing more than a harness
the bra cinched  the diaphragm
covered the obvious
promised to lift and separate
suddenly we were shapelier

I remember the first time
I sought to venture out without a bra
mom insisted I place Band-Aids over nipples
as if nipples were eyesores
that would wound

Out of the house, out of the harness
I reveled in every bounce and jiggle
to expand ribcage without duress
no more dents in shoulders 
as if I carried the world

I suppose the shelf life of my breasts
was shortened a day, a week, a year
for the rebelliousness
only to redress the bra once more
a few years later

As for the bombs
they still fall
off and on
but put your minds at ease
I hear they are smart now


Heaven on Earth

It is summertime at twilight
crickets begin to strum
air is filled with jasmine's perfume
The old rocker swishes da-dum

Weary day has retreated
behind blushes of orange and pink
as old Sol is extinguished
in horizon of oceanic drink

Heavenly lights flicker
turning on one by one
Awe struck Earth prostrate
Mother Luna's reign begun

Blue moon is arising
large and golden as the sun
As crickets serenade eventide
the old man's ticker stops—da-dum

© 2002 Cynthia L. Bryant


 .
 

 

Back Alley… 

Back alley 
a misnomer, too benign
for the place I was taken
such a vile address

The building seemingly abandoned 
and in great disrepair, 
the question of sanitary conditions
answered simply by lifting eyes or nose

There, seated on well worn couches 
fidgety, frightened, forlorn women
flooded in shame, hardly daring
to look up or glance around

Fed tranquilizers an hour before arrival 
at the stealth destination
the corners of my vision stiffened
and flat

 Mother sat by my side 
determined to have her way
a ruthless culprit in crime
she attempted small talk

 A stranger speaking gibberish 
took my hand down darkened hallway 
to a lighted room—
Given gas, almost immediately

 Awakened into a nightmare: 
loud squealing, crashing sounds, 
brightly colored flashing lights
assaulted my senses

 As my stunned body contracted 
sounds of a ruinous running remedy
poured into a far away bucket
Outraged, I howled out of some dream 

I came to—
tampons filled the wound 
to catch its weeping
fragile mind splintered beyond caring

 Daddy’s sin cut away 
Murderers paid in full
Mother encouraged we leave, post haste
forget the bodies buried out back

©2005 Cynthia L. Bryant


Promenade

I still envision my missed prom
the dress 
a silky floor-length number
probably pink
the color that best complements 
my peaches and cream complexion

He is young    handsome
a great dancer 
who can’t keep his eyes
off me 
Someone I must stand on tippy-toes 
to kiss goodnight

This picture 
peaks in daydream 
day of my youngest son’s prom
Rented  lipstick-red jacket
trimmed in black velvet 
lapels and buttons
with tails

Purchased red silk bowtie
a grand top hot
to crown tousled head of red storm
Frame animated eyebrows 
that stands watch
over the slate gray kindness in his eyes

He attends without a date tonight
No one special in his life 
to share this ritual of dance
He like so many others 
ostracized for their sexual proclivity
   celebrate at this
his first gay prom

© 2003 Cynthia L. Bryant


       Follow the Leader
          1.

Twelve, thirteen and fourteen year-old girls
Oprah brought them in front of America
to say
    It isn’t really sex
    it’s more like shaking hands
an idea that seems to have stuck
like crusted evidence 
on Monica’s blue dress
since our former President 
thought to use semantics
to burrow under intimacy of deeds
when he came out of his hole of addiction
to contemplate the meaning of IS

Hormone driven teenagers 
looking for loopholes
in elder’s behavior
imbue lascivious pastimes
with youthful enthusiasm
of follow the leader 
as pimply-faced males line up at parties
drop their skivvies
pubescent females bow low to serve

          2.

Headlines read
  Being Gay Means Being Harassed in Schools
School administrators 
scurry to stop bullies
like newly hatched spiders
spinning a better theme
Attempt to plait tolerance
into individual moral fibers
where the weave
of close knit fears    anyone different 
too arcane to be exposed to light

Meanwhile back at the ranch
like the praying mantis bites off 
her mate’s head
after connubial bliss
our Commander and Big Chief
would sever homosexual’s rights
decree away
to love, honor and cherish
until death do part

©2004 Cynthia L. Bryant


        Mastectomy
 
All week
I find myself caressing breasts
as if to comfort 
with a false sense of ownership
Knowing all the while tomorrow will dawn 
with dead pan certainty

The peace of untried morning
broken in the shell 
before it can hatch into possibility
When warm wonderful heave
of womanhood
becomes property of science